2005/08/03
ただがんばりたいのに

心のどこかに「ただがんばりたい」という気持ちがずっとある。ただがんばるって、なんて難しいんだろうと思う。自分自身の心や体や置かれた環境が、私に「限界を知れ」と訴える。私はただ前を向いていたいのに。わき目も振らずに走りたいのに。

がんばれば手に入るものはたくさんある。
でも、両手がふさがればこぼれ落ちるものもある。
そうして私はいつのまにか、がんばれない自分にいつも焦っている。

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>かずさん
うんうん、とてもよくわかります。先が気になって……という気持ち。
私の場合「先」が気になると、「先」を優先してしまって「今」を放置する癖(?)が、かなり問題なのです。。。
でも、あんまり先の未来のことを考えるのは苦手なんですけどね(貯金とか^^;)

by Mayunezu 2005.08.18 14:04

焦る気持ちが問題なんだよね
焦らなければ目の前の事に集中できるのに、ものすごく先の事に焦ってしまって「今」は適当になっちゃう気がする。
私は焦ると何も手につかない。
もうすこし時間があった頃、お風呂に入って頭を冷やすのが焦りと付き合う方法だった
その時間が取れなくなってしまうと、「先」が気になって「今」には集中できないの。

by かず 2005.08.08 12:44
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